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Tuesday May 18th, 2010

Bio exams are finally over!! haha not that i studied for it... but it was just annoying to sit there for 3 hours and take a test on stuff i didnt know =.= since we're on the topic of school... um so a while ago...i got a letter saying i didnt make it into the princeton program thing for this summer... and my parents were a little bummed out... but that means im moving.. they said if i made it, we would stay in jersey.. if not, it'll be easier to move.. haha dont get me wrong... im not saying if i didnt make it to princeton, my parents were going to make me move.. no no we were planning to move before i knew i was recommeded to do the princeton program.... anywayss 31 days left till im outa new jersey..... i've lived here my whole life... ... moving across the country just makes me nervous.. but i'll get use to it right?
my dad was actually asking if i wanted to move... he said its really up to me.... i mean.. idk... theres not really any reason for me NOT to move and make him give up his job oppritunity... so yeahh...

anywayss im about to fall alseep now! omg im trying to do homework.. but the stupid rain is making me so tiredd -.-

anyways so me and ..him.. have been kinda talking... kinda not... but not as much as we use to... but today when he gave me a hug.. i could smell his cologne on me when i was sitting in math class today!! idk if it was the rain or his cologne.. but i kept day dreaming .. .. like i always doze off in math class.. but i was daydreaming NON STOP... and it was kinda weird... anywaysss

so me and nathan are gonna have our "legit wedding"on june 5th! haha
hes just an amazing person.. i wish we didnt have to break up tho... but he lives in edison and i live in lawrenceville... the long distance relationship wasnt really working... he was always there for me. and he still is... i tell him EVERYTHING even all my problems and he never gets annoyed... hes the kind of person i just cant have out of my life.. he would NEVER do anything to hurt me cuz hes just a great guy. but hes a friggin bad ass..... >.<
idk we had so much fun when we were going out.. we still do... idkk.. i knw he still likes me... cuz he hasnt even looked at another girl since we broke up.. and he tells me from time to time that he still likes me...

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