September 1st, 2011

Today at 5:30 pm, me and Andy broke up... it is going to be hard for the both of us.... but i know it is for the best.. I loved him to death and i still do...but i need to worry about my academic studies... and its just hard to balance school, family, and boyfriend... i know deep down inside he hates me ...but i just want him to lie to me... i dont regret doing anything with him...there's no such thing as the perfect boyfriend or perfect girlfriend. and i just want him to remember everything we experienced and everything we went through.... i would be lying to myself if i said i didnt love him.... i guess im just being selfish...