Right now its 1:30am
im still studying and crap...
Earlier my parents were talking to me and there is just a lot of tension between me and them now..
and theres a lot of tension between me and andy too...
i honestly feel emotionally UNstable... andy is making me feel like im doing everything wrong....
he called me tonight, but i was talking to my mom and i texted him that i would call him later... i actually meant "i couldnt talk now, but i'll talk to you later..." then he didnt respond..so after the long talk with my mom, i text him and he started giving me attitude and said that he was tired of waiting so he's going to sleep...
i felt really bad so i said im sorry and asked if he wanted to talk now... but he said he was half alseep and was going to sleep...so i said ok, have a good night sleep...and he doesnt respond...
by now i was feeling like crap and i still had to study for english...
then he called me and we talked for 3 mins..then sat in silence for 8 mins...
As a guy, he should say something...but no, Im ALWAYS the one that has to break the silence and it pisses me off....
if you dont want to fucking talk, just say "i'll talk to u later" or something...dont always expect the girl to break the ice.... and this is EVERY time...
sometimes i just want the guy to say sorry and cheer me up...but andy isnt that person..and it just makes me mad everytime we fight because if i dont say anything, we dont talk for a long time...
yeah, i cant do this anymore.. maybe its time to take a break from boys... i cant drag this anymore with andy.... i need to talk to him
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