January 24th, 2011

It's been 2 days since i've spoken to him and he hasnt texted or called yet....

Im actually trying very hard not to give in..but i kinda miss talking to him... no matter how hard i try..i cant stop thinking about when he's going to text me.. or when he's going to call.....I feel soo stupid just checking my phone every 20 mins to see if he texted me...but im not apologizing for anything because i feel i really didnt do anything wrong..

I realized i cant end it with him because we do have so much history.. i mean, just look at my blog from the beginning... but he's being a total asshole by not texting...

I bet he is going to make a big deal about how i kept studying and never thought to think of texting him... i can just see him getting pissed at me all over again...

anyways...

so alan dyed his hair a dirty blondee and ii mustt say it looks realllly good x] he dyed it a light ash brown 2 years ago, then went to a dark brown, then black.. and now he's back to blonddde ! haha sometime's i envy him and caityln.. they seem to have THE perfect relationship.. like i said before, he's just a real gentlemen... no matter how wrong caitlyn is, he always lets her win and spoils her ... i can honestly say that they've never gotten into a fight that lasted more than 6 hours....

I'm really happy Caitlyn has an amazing boyfriend like Alan.. and im blessed that Alan found such a wonderful girlfriend like Caitlyn :']

I guess me and andy are at the stage where we cant seem to agree on anything and there's just too much tension between us...

i think he's just spending too much time by himself... like, he should get a dog or something to keep him company rofl